DEVOTION IN THE DIVINE

Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray the saints my soul to keep

If I should die before I wake

I pray the saints my soul to take

IN THE DARK

I’m pulling on a thread that has no give
It has no heart, no life to live
This isn’t as easy as it sounds
There’s not enough of it to go around
I’m playing with your heart it isn’t fair
It isn't right, but I don’t care
I’m walking on the coals, can't you see
You aren’t tough enough to go through me

But I won’t fight if I can't win
This isn’t love
It’s a competition
I fall just a little bit too far
I’m walking in the dark

You thought this was the last you’d see of me
You didn't know how wrong you'd be
If I was in your shoes I'd think twice
Cause you’re a reasonable sacrifice
I didn't wanna have to go this far
But I'll make sure this leaves a scar
It’s not about a standing victory
It’s about you hurting more than you hurt me

But I won’t fight if I can't win
This isn’t love
It’s a competition
I fall just a little bit too far
I’m walking in the dark

Here is our fall, oh tell me
Was it worth it all
And I know I wasn’t wrong
Acting like there’s not a problem, doesn’t mean it’s gone

But I won’t fight if I can't win
This isn’t love
It’s a competition
I fall just a little bit too far
You left me in the dark

DO YOU MISS ME?

I’ll take flowers to your grave
Leave them out in the pouring rain
Think about what I used to know
Everybody loses someone close

Do you miss me?
When you’re up above it all
Do you miss me?
Even when you lose the call

I don’t what I’m gonna do
All the signs lead point to you
I get out and I lose sight
Give myself something new tonight
Terrified what I always knew

Do you miss me?
Looking at the stars above
Do you miss me?
Loving me is not enough
Do you miss me?
Shared what you wanted to know
Do you miss me?
Don’t know why I feel alone

Let it out

NEW VERONA

Maybe you were right, maybe I was wrong
Still I feel nothing when you call
I know, I'm right here
Take your car keys and go away

You threw me out of the passengers seat
I never needed you more
You told me to go, said I was free
But I don't need to know anymore

If I'm a savior, if I'm a ghost to you
It's my behaviour, it's not coming true
If you don't love it, let me go
I don't need to feel you anymore
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to go

WEAKER MAN

All of the lights are guiding me home
I know I don't feel so alone
I wanted space, you wanted me more
All of the things I couldn't adore

Now I'm falling out again
I can't see you as a friend

I think you need a weaker man
One that loves you in the way that I can't
I think you need a better man
One that loves you in the way that I can't

I don't know what's ahead
Stars don't shine inside this bed
I know love doesn't have a cost
Hold on tight to what I lost
Even though my mind's a wreck
I'll never see you as a friend

I think you need a weaker man
One that loves you in the way that I can't
I think you need a better man
One that loves you in the way that I can't

I don't feel too much now
I just know it's gonna go down
Even though my stars align
I still see you all the time

I think you need a weaker man
One that loves you in the way that I can't
I think you need a better man​
One that loves you better than I can
I think you need a better man
I think you need a weaker man

I don't know
I don't want it
I just feel my heart start pumping

RETROGRADE

This is all I know, I can't hold you to it
Where I'm gonna go, who knows how I'll put it
If you don't wanna love any part of me

When it comes around I don't want to make a sound
When the nights get long I don't want to run
This might be bad, this might be bad
But I'm in retrograde

You don't know the words, but neither do I
I feel I've been cursed about a million times
If I let it go will you let me stay inside

When it comes around I don't want to make a sound
When the nights get long I don't want to run
This might be bad, this might be bad
But I'm in retrograde

TELL ME YOU'RE SORRY

I've been giving myself a break
I've been giving myself time
Texting you was such a mistake
Even though you're in my kind

And I still remember all the times we left unsaid
I still remember every little part that I upset

I don't want to know if you're going home alone
Just tell me you're sorry tonight

I've been holding out for so long
I just want to stay the same
Every time my phone rings I look away
Cause I'm just scared I'll see your face
There's a part of me that wants to run
I don't see these things, I don't want them to be fun
When I'm looking out and I see all the blues
I know I want to fall, but I can't choose

I don't want to know if you're going home alone
I just want to know that you're safe
Cause everytime I get a call I'm scared I'll see your face
Looking at me from the other screen

AMERICAN VIOLENCE

Bitter fruit don't bloom in wicked cold against the light
I've been holding onto things that don't feel right
If the holy roller doesn't find the fruit to play
I don't want nobody
It don't always feel the same

I'm looking my best
I'm counting to ten
I don't want to pretend

Nothing lasts forever
Even diamonds lose their shine
I don't know what's going on
When you are in my mind
Nothing lasts forever
Even diamonds lose their shine
Moving on is easy
I do it all the time

Watch the graves, they're bending
Burn like everything's alright
I've been holding tight to the night
Hold me in your sights
The act is over
He holds it down
The bitter fruit is burning
All the hopes you thought you found

Nothing lasts forever
Even diamonds lose their shine
I don't know what's going on
When you are in my mind
Nothing lasts forever
Even diamonds lose their shine
Moving on is easy
I do it all the time

In the end the birds of paradise die and fall
I've been looking for all the things I want to call
You can make it out to me, write it down
Rip up all your pages, burn your dirty gowns
Oh the polaroid's they're up in flames
You can be my Gemini with a second face

CECILIA

How will I know where I'm going?
How will I know when it's the end
They always say "Baby don't hurt it."
I know it's hard to have to pretend

Maybe you're right here
Maybe I'm gone
If you don't hurt yet
It won't be long

How will I say the words to you?
How will I say the words to you?
Cause I never really got away
And you never really saved the day

If I'm awake, can she hear me?
Calling out her name in the rain
Cecilia, what do I do now?
Can you come take away all this pain?

Sometimes I wonder where I will go
If it's not heaven, is it below?

How will I say the words to you?
How will I say the words to you?
Cause I never really got away
And you never really saved the day

FUNERAL SONG

No one knows where the body goes
Under leaves and sun and snow
Lift the bones to a higher glow
Everyone wants someone close

If I stay will you let me go
My spirit’s caught in an open door
Like a ghost I’ll haunt your home
Leaving traces all unknown

If I lose you
If I change
Will you go too
Second place
If I like it
Carry grace
In my funeral
While I wait

No one cares when you rot away
Just a memory of yesterday
Little bells on top of trees
Silent cries in summer breeze

Lie awake inside a shell
Tell my mama I’m doing well
I’d say sorry if I could
No one dies the way they should

Please remember me
As I was
Don’t forget my face
Full of love
Carry me inside
The river deep
Now I know it’s time
For me to sleep